Many TFs are, especially these days, having so many ups and downs in energy and mood.
This may not entirely be your energy alone. Just telling you. Lately, many TFs are heavily mirroring/channeling their TFs, because lots of reunion-activations are happening in the collective. Thus, you feeling down, sad, scared and even angry may also be your TF feeling this way, maybe in regards to their awakening, their egodeath, their karmic lessons, your connection (if they are aware of that), etc.
We are one soul in two bodies, remember. Thus, both may feel moods, emotions and such not entirely connected only to yourselves.
Let me give you a challenge; every time you get angry and fearful, imagine this being your TF’s energy and try to heal the situation by doing something to counter these emotions.
I have been feeling mine going through both anger, shame and sadness due to her karmic ending and also even what she did to me. Some times I’ll be having extreme emotions towards her, for example out of anger. But then I have tried to replicate these feelings the day after or even the same night, without managing to copy the exact same degree of anger. I just couldn’t. If these were only my feelings, then they would be easy for me to copy, right? I was/am channeling her.
I also remember that I all of a sudden started to cry and get very emotional out of nowhere. This has happened many times during our separation, but the last time it happened, I found out later on that she had read my messages and probably got emotional at the exact timeframe I was emotional. Thus, another proof that we are channeling them in a much higher degree than we believe.
So by not succumbing to those emotions, we will not only heal our current mood, but also heal them from distance. Same soul in two bodies, right?
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